It comes again

It is 1 in the afternoon and my body telling me that it is midnight.
How am i going to hold this longer?
I am tired, so tired.
My head keep telling me that I need to sleep, maybe just a little nap?
But I know that is not going to happen.
As I fall into the bed, the next second I realize should be around 7 the night.
And I cannot sleep again the whole night.
This is my life, day after day, again and again.
I was suggested to visit a doctor, but that doesn't seem help.
I don't want to let drug to control my life.
So forget it.
Try keep going, I know you are the man.
You can do it.

Hell headache is coming again....