Test of Life

Awake....
I am awake, at midnight of 2. It is not i don't wanna to sleep, is not i am not tired. Hence, I am suffer like hell after came back from gym today. But, i couldn't sleep.

Sleeping disorder have been bugging me for years. Since I was here in ADP. Perhaps, it was much more earlier than that. For no reason, i suffer. For no fact, i suffer.

Boom! It come to my life from no where, like many others. There is nothing i can do about it. Only thing i know is suffer. My body check result showed almost perfect result, 80%. The CT scan showed no thing in my head. I am totally, completely healthy. What ever...

There is a Chinese proverb: " Before some great responsible is going to fall on your shoulder, the god will tested you strength of body, tough of mind."

So, let's treat this sleeping disorder thing as a test from the almighty. Hope it will end someday...